Hello. I'm tired. I havent finished my IT yet. Lately my mood to study is in the early morning. I enjoyed the silence and I just had my moment there. Have been waking up on 4 am or 3.30am, and sometimes if I still have time to sleep, I have 30 mins extra sleep! B) Thank God for every single thing that I've passed. Well, I'm still on the trial mode for studying early, because I still love to staying up late, but just feeling not really focused yet to study. If I'm feeling comfortable to study in the morning, I'll try it at night as well. Aiming to improve the grades, but sometimes still too much playing around.

God's good. I love my family, but sometimes not my society. I know, aye world is unfair, eh? But I know, as time flies by, all things will be settled down, which now I've been receiving answers. I still got few back friends that support me. Uuu, dont ask me why, I enjoy skype. It's fundamental hahaha! Video call wift some dudes like lauren, vania, and conference call with anthun. oh, yongky as well. and jope? But not that often, I just happy to use this free-advance technology. I just have this random thoughts popping out of my mind, since I;m out from this blogging world for such a long time.

Bro will be going to Beijing this Friday, which I'll be having futsal match girls for two hours, and he asking me whether he can bring my camera. I definitely refuse to let him bring mine. AAAA come on, for 8++days? Two lenses? I even havent invest my savings for another lense to be used, he'll be using it? ;s nuooo anyway if one of you guys will give me polaroid instax 50s as my birthday present, I'll love you, super super love you :** And still chasing for 50mm f1.4 or 300mm smthing? or 18-135mm. yeah, i know, am I a gadget freak like boys out there? aye, my parents got the money, but I always select them (gadgets) that are worth to be used... Keeping up with trends? Well I can do that, but sometimes I just dont have the will. I just know lots of things, thats why I'm learning and people always telling me. I havent use a blackberry yet, it doesnt mean I dont understand how to use them and reboot them when it errors. I just looking for the right gadget, at the right time.

I know, hobby sometimes matter. I know mom and dad are not into this kind of hobby, but hopefully *sure* they'll understand (I was confused why they offered me camera). I am not nagging for lens, I'll just ask properly. I know the answer right away, so I decided to save my money. Coz I know, mom and dad have the purpose why they dont give me anything that I want. I want to learn how to drive, mom and dad expect me to. But I want to learn how to use the motorcycle but dad definitely refuse my idea. i'll just wait for another moment and I'll be driving on my own. Hm, I dont know, let me just name this post as random post.

I dont even know what are the key points that I;ve been writing, it is just so random.

and p.s: friend out there has turned into a total stranger for me and for some other people. Oh man, sorry, if that's what you call LOVE, you have NEVER, I repeat. NEVER. ever learn what love is all about. Be wise, it's not something selfish and you need trust from each other! And it doesnt mean you should REJECT yourself from world, other friends with opposite sex or somekind of close friend you having. It sucks? No, I dont know. Love is indeed blind, so what are the eye opener? And It doesnt mean you should ignore all the people that's trying to connect and to communicate with you. That's not the real thing.

okay, just stop len. I was in rage, since I've clearly seen the definite wrong definiton of love. ciao,Gbu

*the most random post ever been done*