Hey Lord, Good dawn! it's like almost morning. today is my very last holiday. I stayed up late feeling so uncomfortable and terribly have this insomniac thing. Well, actually, I promised myself not to sleep late today. But I broke it. I feel extremely petrified. I feel anxious and insecure. I dont know, who else I should speak to share my stories. I need to put this burden off. After what happened last night. I couldnt accept it easily. This is my first post on my new blog telling how bad the condition I am now. Sorry blog, you know you wouldnt leave me alone and sleep, right?
Lord, if TWITTER asks "What's happening?" I would like to ask too... "What's happening?" nowadays, with me, family, and this whole bunch crap and insanity. I should figure it out Lord. Lord, I dont get it, it didnt start as a fight, but it gets serious. I know, justice is coming, but how and when I dont know yet.
It gets serious and complicated... what do he expects Lord? isnt that enough to hurt the whom I love? :'( He has done many things, I couldnt count, talk shit, eat crap. What else? I was terrified when those people came and saying like stand up for the wrong person. NOTE THAT! U are so da*n wrong and you guys acting like, we stand up for each other. BUT THAT'S NOT THE TRUTH!
Why? I couldnt get over this, this night. thank you people, you have indeed ruined everything! sorry bro, cant make it to celebrate ur bday. Try not to blame those people, indeed they did do wrong.
Lord, I am trying to be thankful and grateful. Dont know how to describe it any longer. It is not all of my complaints, but I'll be waiting for the beauty soon. I am sorry, and I would ask for forgiveness. Thank you for some friends that could help me. I should stand up from the storm. I'll try to sleep later :) I love You Lord, thank you for every pages of stories in my life. Sometimes we need to shade dark color to produce more variety.
Love&truthfully yours
-phal-
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