And I'm telling you

I have the time of my life! Last week of being 10th graders, being with 17 in 10J, since 2 guys will be moving. Oh well. Hey I got accepted myself in Event committee. Help me to get my job done, Vendors. Yeah, big help.

I just knew something is wrong inside my body. Suddenly sick symptoms come. No :"( I am healthy. bye, this is just a quickie update. oh well

boombox

What's up with me, I tend to eat a lot and sleepy. Yeah, holiday mode: ON in my brain. I really need to be active. I should learn how to drive on my own, getting my own trip, my desirable gadgets, and have fun. I've been playing board games all day long at school. lulz.

Oh I was just editing some pictures with quotations on it. I dont feel to study design. Yesterday, I tried to make one and it was an epic failure. So I just made some katy perry with simple quotations, which you can make it under 10 minutes. Yeah, I'm such a picky girl about fonts. So that I took a long time to decide the one I'll use. And on Facebook, I found a cute word with a special abbreviation in it. I think I'll be making one of the T-shirts later on. EFESUS!

I'm happy some of my friends have made such a great achievement! Love you all. and thank you Nad, for the 2nd hand book, I love it. :)

here are the pictures.
katy perry images courtesy of google.

enjoy. And how I again put up too much expectations on feelings which makes me end up in a sort of small and silly disappointment. I should have known something, from the very beginning.

**ohhh! psst, I've downloaded step up 3! And it's nice and very much worth it. love.
***p.ps: all the best for those people that'll be having final exams tomorrow, giving their final streaming decisions and I wish you all the best. Gbu

Take that

Hmph, I'm bored. Help... Well I just need a refreshment. Like in music, pictures, and stuff. Well so much love into Bollywood's best movie (so far that I've ever watched.) 3 Idiots, dude we can reflect a lot like a LOT and study about this life through that movie. It was also a way to entertain yourself. ohhhh and BTW I got myself into Bynamic committee screening process. I picked event and Publication. And as you know, I really want to be the photographer but at the same time I would like to organize events run down... Like in backstage! That would be cool.

Mom and dad were too busy. I've asked about the LIYSF itself, and I didnt get the answer. I presume that the answer is no. Yet, I can use the money for other things that will be worth soon. But I really need a REAL TRAVELLING and holidays. Oh well. Just wait valen. Few days escape to Singapore that will be awesome.

Huff I was just too tired on Friday, and having too much adrenaline on Saturday, and get back to my sleeping disorder on Sunday. So much to say but I just cant express it. Few things have made me confused. Jealousy, friendship and stuff, I am full with that. I should deal with me, myself and this big world. I'm connecting all the puzzles around.

So, anybody sign up to be a RSC? I didnt submit the email because I dont have time to work it out and I dont know about my holiday plan. Parents didnt talk much, oh well, as I said cant expect too much. kiss. Thinking about new lens, or upgrading stuff, I should have control myself then.

And, I just knew it on twitter, tomorrow is the decision of the streaming. Oh Lord, hopefully I enter the right one. And I'll be working harder. Amen :)

There are some stuff I couldnt say here. People that reads my blog is somehow also dealing with problems and I might now who are my readers hahahaha.

People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges." ~ Joseph F. Newton

that. is. so. me. sometimes. I. do. that. too

IESO!

Oh well today is the IESO! kinda hard tho, but yeah, I have done it all. BTW, I met nia on Tuesday :) YAY!

urgh, the result of exams coming out, our class's results drop down low. I failed one subject and I totally, totally regret why did I choose the harder part ;-; but thank God. Fail, Fail again, fail better. Quoted that from Paul Arden's. I just love his book. Simply magnificent. And again, I really am grateful for all those fun experience this year. Couldnt ask for more!

And again, I wonder... Why my bad mood sense to a certain girl or boy did not fade away? Oh come on, it makes a barrier. And how I did not enjoy it, I dont like to communicate nor join them any longer. But I keep thinking, to avoid those kinds of thoughts. Sorry, it irritates me and I think I should learn to keep away from you guys.

mayTHISBRINGSHAPPINESSandLOVEandJOY

I thank God, for His kind mercy, to all of us. Us, human being, He loves us for who we are. I thank Him for His guidance, I've done all the exams. Maybe some of the scores will be way below my expectations, but for anything as it is, I should be grateful. :) Sad news, I dont know what to do during holiday(s), sudden IESO *which also makes me excited, but the astronomy with physics?*, I did not get Hillsong tickets, and I dont know anymore. Sometimes I need to see things beyond perfection.

Btw,again all about vania my sis and jope my dude and bro. eversince! hahaha, like I've always mentioned, I've known him since kindergarten and nothing beats him during randomness. We still talk and talk, :) I'm simply happy to have that kind of faithful friend of mine. Even, we still do have some sort of similarities. And he kindly thinking to sell his Hillsong tickets :) That's cool! And yeah what comes around goes around. I got the VIP seating back in December 2009, but now I did not get any tickets ;-; He often approach me when I come to Lorenz's big events to talk a bit. I always like his opinions

And nia, I've known her everrrrr since elementary. AND IT'S A BIG LIE IF SOMEONE SAYS SHE'S SHY! hahaha I already know her inside and out. She loves to tell me something and thanks to BBM -_- she reaches me faster than ever. I'll be sad. After finishing her igcse, she'll be moving to USA :( again, after ota, she'll be leaving. No, I'll lose another item here in Indonesia. I still remember, she tells me stories that's timeless and private. even maybe only I, God, and her and the people involved know it. I'd miss to help her out.

OK. SKIP SKIP, IESO. earth science olympiad, it will be on Tuesday. Help me Lord, this is such an experience, after biodiesel stuff :) And tomorrow is futsal, basketball, tug of war day and last day of prep. uouo

I bought myself two new books. but I love this one. I fell in love from its' cover.

It's not how good you are, but it's how good you want to be.

-Paul arden!

that's all. OH and BTW, just now, just now, I WAS NOT in the right mood. sorry.
Really. If someone understands this, I'll treat you starbucks's frappucino :*
God bless you all